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okey...i dont know wheather to feel happy about this day or not...i met him again...and dammit..i really missed him...but as always it turns out he HATES me...i dont know what i was expecting to happen this saturday..but i..i dont know..was really disapointed yet happy?labo...happy to see him..yet sad because he was just "nakonsensya" thats why he showed up to me in the first place...he told me to be strong...to fight for what i want...fight for myself...if i cant do it for myself then i should do it for him...but i think that that is one of the things that ill find if not impossible then very hard to do...anyway...i met a friend in galle and talk to him about my problems...and yung advices na hindi nya nabigay sakin pinalitan nalang nya ng time nya sakin...i was really happy to see him dun.ewan ko...basta everytime i see him natutuwa ako kahit wala lang..:P...haayy...fuck it...nabasa niya yung blog ko..ewan ko na..actually why am i writing all these here?eh duh nalaman na niya ung blog ko so may chance na mabasa rin nya tong post na toh..but wat the hell...bahala na..ano nga ba pinagsasabi ko dito??haha...kenn...hmm...basta...haha..