dedication:parting?

"I Will Follow You Into The Dark"

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
'cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the No's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

----nah.it's not really parting, but more of a test if the bond is strong enough.
so i've met this really great person (for me) and i guess he'd been my preserver since leaving home. i've learned a lot from him and had realizations that astounded me and made me realize how immature i have been acting. it's really sad that he has to leave, but watever, nothing to do about it. the time that left home made me realize how unattached i've been with my family and it's really disappointing. i have been focusing so much on my friends that i haven't been giving much notice of my family. leaving home ironically bonded me with my relatives and made me realize the similarities that i have with them even though i didn't grow up with them.

anyway, i dedicate this entry to kev (yes.so i didn't tell you about this blog for a reason so if you mention this then boo you!you're stalking me pala, sucks.haha)who is one of the best people to talk to. (too bad you hate talking.HAHAHA)