its over

i still cant believe that we're over...its a surprise..i never expeced it..and i dont understand why it happened...we were so happy...i really tried my best to make this one work...i gave everything i can for you..yet its not enough. i short of begged you to be with me again...yet its not enough..i need an explanation why you did this to me..you said you love me..but you left me..you said you'll never leave me..but you did...i need you so much...i love you...you're the one who push me to do better..and now i dont have you anymore...i wanted so much for us to be legal yet you dont want that..you gave me every excuse that you can think of so that i would not get to meet your family..i should have seen the sign...but then you told me that you'll bring me to your place so that i will get to meet you family..you never did.you brought your friends there but you didnt bring me along...i love you so much...i dont know if i can trust you again...i expected so much from you even though you never did actually did anything for me.almost.i want you back.thats stupid.i know.ewan ko na kung ano mangyayari.im not even sure if i can face you again after this.