ngayon

current condition: tired from swimming. :

okay so napansin ko na almost all my previous posts are a little..uhh...emo?ewan.basta parang sawing pagibig/puso/sarili. and i know that he has been checking my blog.(yeah.i know.tinitignan mo sa multiply ko yung name ng site) so ayaw ko naman na isipin niya na im not happy with him.kaya para maiba naman ay ill write about ano na nang yayari ngayon.and how thankful i am for...something.

eto:

one word: ECSTASY (tama ba spelling?)
aun.thats what im feeling now.not just because of him.but also because of everything.my parents,my friends,my cousins,my school(although sa thuesday o monday ko pa malalaman if talagang dapat ako magtuwa dun.waah) basta gets?
and eto pa.i just want to tell you that i really love you. talagang seryoso na ako dito.dont think that you dont "satisfy" me. that is so not true. forget the past.wala na yun. i know hirap na hirap ka na with my family and friends.but ano ba.kaw pa.kaya mo yan.im here to support you always. and i know that you're really doing your best :)

ok.so you might think that ang weird ko dahil dito ko pa linagay message ko. but tignan mo.im giving him the opportunity? or something.basta!ayaw ko magbigay pressure.pagnabasa mo na toh.you decide if you feel like discussing this thing with me now or mayamaya pa. basta. bahala ka.laboo...ok i dont know na what im talking about here na.bastaaa....mwaah....im happy.so much.

OMG.naiimagine ko ikaw.labo.ganto.:he said i love youshe said:i knowhe said:i know you know.

:) <3

yak.nagpapakilig sa sarili :))