Monday, February 09, 2009

omg

patay ka

patay ako

patay tayo

Saturday, December 13, 2008

dota vs gf

ok.when i saw this hindi ko alam kung matawa ako o mairita :))

*Ang DOTA nag-isa lang yan sa mundo, ang GF napakarami nyan.

*Ang GF iiwan ka. Si DOTA hindi.

*Masmura MagDOTA kesa GF.

*Si GF kadalasan nagagalit pag nagDODOTA ka.

*Si DOTA hindi nagagalit pag na kay GF.

*Si DOTA P20.00 lang masaya na. Si GF P200.00 baka di pa masaya.

*Pag nakakita ka ng ibang hero hindi nagagalit si DOTA. Pero pag nakakita ka ng ibang babae nagagalit si GF.

*Si GF pag iniwan mo mahirap makipagbalikan. Pero si DOTA pag iniwan mo handa pa din tanggapin ka.

*Pag nag brown out habang kasama si DOTA, malungkot. Pag nag brown out kasama si GF, sobrang saya!

*Si DOTA,di magtatagal magsasawa ka pero pag si GF baka mapangasawa mo pa

*Ang GF pwede kaung magyakapan. Ang DOTA di ka man lang mahawakan

*Si DOTA lage ka na lang minumura. Si GF minsan minsan ka lang murahin.

*Si DOTA pag wala ka sa mood ok lng sa kanya. si GF pag wala ka sa mood,away na.

*Si GF hindi sa lahat ng oras andyan. si DOTA laging andyan.

*Si DOTA nakakawala ng stress, si GF laging nagbibigay ng stress.

*Si DOTA isang click lng susunod na, si GF hinde.

*Ang worst problem sa DOTA kapag na-disconnect ka o nag-fatal error, Ang worst sa GF kapag sumablay ka, fatal error buhay niyo.

Saturday, November 01, 2008

LOSER.

Who in the world is Pablo Banila?

By Bianca Consunji
Philippine Daily Inquirer

Last updated 20:36:00 10/31/2008

HE began as a series of mysterious avatars popping up on my Multiply viewing history. He didn’t bother me at first, because I was used to friendly strangers visiting my site. But when he began visiting on an almost daily basis—and under different usernames, although with the same avatar—I started to wonder who in the world was Pablo Banila.

Visits to his websites offered no clue. His avatar showed a creepy-looking guy with matted chin-length hair (think Severus Snape from Harry Potter) and a flashing sign that read, “Pablo Banila has a crush on you! That’s why he visited your website!”

That would have been almost flattering had I not already known that he had visited the websites of at least a hundred other people—all under different usernames and the same annoying avatar. He also has a dotcom, www.pablobanila.com, but it offers no clues, only rambling passages of text and close-up photos of himself.

People started complaining. “Please get a life, you pervert,” wrote one girl in her blog, after listing down his many usernames—pablobanila, ppaabblloobanila, rainbowinmycoffee, carrotperfume, laughingmankuze, edwardward, blackbetweenthestars, theblackbetweenthestars, etc. People left similar comments on that entry, saying, “OMG he viewed me too!” or “He views mine too, it’s so creepy!”

Others chimed in, “He views me every other day, more often than I check my own Multiply site,” while guys posted nervous comments like, “He checks me out too, and I’m a boy.”

So far, his visits to sites have been harmless (all he does is view homepages; he doesn’t leave comments), but creepy—there’s just no other word for it. Attempts to discover his identity have so far been futile. But identity aside, what everyone wants to know is, how does he find time to check out all those Multiply pages?

Is Pablo Banila actually a team of high school kids with nothing better to do?

Is Pablo Banila actually a group of college students doing a psychology research project for their thesis?

Is Pablo Banila a new Internet virus?

Is Pablo Banila actually just the government looking for suspected terrorists by combing through the pages of unsuspecting Multiply users?

Is Pablo Banila merely the victim of pranksters who are out to get him?

Or is Pablo Banila just really a sad person with no friends and nothing better to do?

In any case, Multiply users are waiting for an answer. But until then, Pablo Banila continues to stalk our websites—and our nightmares.

E-mail the author at biancaconsunji@yahoo.com

Thursday, October 30, 2008

masayang araw na nang yari nung gabi.

kanina.labo. =))

atlast. my journey in sda is finish! weh. i swear. NEVER ako kukuha ng subjects sa SDA. ang hirap pumunta, umalis, sumakay ng elev dun.mygod. tas pag umulan stranded ka talaga :| laki pa ng chance mo mamatay. kung hindi sa mga jeep, dun naman sa construction site, o kaya sa mga pedicab, o kaya sa mga smokers, kung buhay ka pa rin pwede ka pa mamatay if nadulas ka dun sa sako sa may construction site dahil sa kaka ubo dahil sa mga smokers, nadapa ka sa gitna ng kalye.nadaanan ka ng jeep tas hindi ka naka iwas kasi may naka harang na pedi cab. patay.

anyway.ayun. tapos na yung MUNA sa sda. bukas balik taft na kami.yay. tapos kanina ang saya. around 70 something lang kami out of 100 ++ delegates. so yun. pumunta si secretary-general and nag tanong ng issues or soemthing na napunta sa : delegate of ____ the secretary-general ask who your crush is..blah blah.

tapos yung delegate of China (OPEC) sumali samin. nakakairita.galing mang bara. :)) Barbados part 2 daw siya according to the delegate of Monaco. :))

then halos puro recess lang kami kanina. tapos ammendments. then nung tapos na lahat. nag kantahan and sayawan sa SDA. yung delegate of thailand. OMG (ill post the vids later).

SAYA.

then i saw a friend kanina sa master siomai. nagpasama ko pumunta ng SM. saya biglaan. dumaan din kami sa bahay ng isa pang friendl.gulat naman siya. :)) dapat daanan din namin yung iba eh.kaso ubos na coins namin.so yun.
next time ulit ok?
ILY both! :D <3

so bukas diplomatic dinner na.shitl.wala pa ko dress.taeh. :|

events tom : akic with freeflowing drinks 150 lang
diplomatic dinner sa jumbo palace (?) basta sa cruise ship
tapos after party sa warehouse.

ayun!

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

im a monkey??

ged
08/03/1990

You are Blue Monkey, who has pretty smile and are charming woman.
Your personality is very straightforward and conscientious.
Although you seem rather nervous, you are naturally strong and can not stand to lose.
You are a honest person with guts.
Your facial features are handsome and you are a smart dresser with urban sense.
You are also a curious person.
You are a hard worker, and you put your energy not only in work but also in your personal interests.
There are many Blue Monkey people who have mastered an art that would result in practical benefits.
You can show womanly consideration to those around you, and even if you are not feeling well, you can commit your self in making happy atmosphere.
Although you try to act cheerfully, you tend to be rather lonely mentally.
Unlike your outer characteristic, you tend to submit to lonely circumstances.
You are not very good at expressing your feelings, and may give false idea to those around you.
You should know that without trying to make your self understood, you won't to get the cooperation and help of the others.
You will be able to lead life free from pressure, if you can keep a relationship with those people bonded by heart.
Your intelligence and creativity makes you suited to jobs relating to art and design.
( seryoso?)
Once married and you have children of your own, you will become good mother and wife.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

ano ang nang yari kanina?

ok. blog bago gumawa ng policy paper. :D
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kaninang umaga gumising ako ng sobrang aga. :|

tapos may bangkay ng guy sa ilog namin.WTF. :|

tapos sobrang lakas ng ulan.naka high heels ako.bagong bili.maputek.PUTEK :|

dinamba ako ng aso.kaya may paw print yung pwet ko :|

linabas ko payong ko.after mabasa ng sobra ung blazer ko.na bagong bili din :|

hindi ko masarado yung payong. kaya pinasara ko sa isang lalaki. :|

tumawid ako papuntang SDA.nagmamadali.yun pala ako yung unang nandun :|

nakalimutan ko yung floor ng aquarium. so inisa-isa ko siya :|

tapos nag ayos ng names ng countries. tapos may isang malaking lalaki na nagpakita.bati na kami :)

sinampal ko. :|

nagsimula na yung muna.may mga umalis :(

nakipag away sina Ibay kay madam chair. pinuntahan kami nina S.Binay at secretary-general :|

nagsigawan na dun sa unmoderated kokus(?) :)

nag stay kami hanggang gabi. hindi pa dapat dismissed pero madami na nag walk out. :|

malakas ulan sa SDA. na stranded kami :|

sumabay sakin si Austin sa payong.(maliit na payong) sa may stairs palang kami basa na kami. :|

takbo kami sa putikan. agawan ng payong.nagmurahan.nagtulakan. may payong pala siya :|

umakyat ako lrt. hindi ko masara yung payong. pinasara ko sa isang guy.ulit :|

nakita ko si Wax. at nag kwentuhan tungkol sa ka-tangahan ng bestfriends :| ( seryoso)

umuwi ako.kabado.patay mga ilam.katakot :|

gutom :|

summation ng araw ko: Isang malaking :|

Saturday, October 25, 2008

yeah sure watever

spoiled bitch pala ah.

FINE

Thursday, October 23, 2008

facts about love

got this from ghe :)


ang shit nito :|

01. flashing your smile to someone you don't want to see
02. bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget

03. showing that you care

04. finding a way to mend a broken heart

05. learning that you've been used by someone you truly love

06. saying i love you when you mean it and when you don't

07. letting go of a person you've just learned to love

08. realizing that you love somebody you've just taken for granted

09. realizing that you love the person you've just broken up with

10. waiting for promises you know she or he will never keep

11. saying your love for someone who loves somebody else

12. reminiscing the good times you shared together

13. shielding your heart to love somebody

14. trying to hide what you really feel

15. having a commitment with someone that you know would not last

16. trying to hide the tears that voluntarily fall from your eyes

17. sharing the one you love with someone else

18. loving a person too much

19. giving up someone you never thought of giving up

20. falling in love for the first time

21. loving someone you haven't seen

22. having the right love at the wrong time

23. exerting effort to make the relationship last or work

24. not being appreciated when you know you've given your best

25. taking the risk to fall in love again

26. hiding your relationship from someone else

27. controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend

28. choosing between two persons whom you really love

29. finding out that you can never have the person you just let go of

30. seeing the person you love with someone else

31. learning that the person who claimed to have loved you so much never really cared

32. seeing the one you love fall for someone else (dont you dare )

33. falling for your best friend and knowing that things can never be the same again

34. learning to trust after you have been betrayed

35. accepting that it was not meant to be

36. smiling when all you want to do is cry

37. falling and knowing that it can never be

38. not being able to love the person who truly cares for you

39. saying that you can never love a person the way he loves you

40. hearing that he can never love you the way that you love him

41. saying that you are over someone you still love

42. being friends again and learning to let go of each other because you both know it is better that way

43. convincing oneself that you are not in love when you know that you are

44. having to let go because you know that he deserves someone else

45. trying not to remember how perfect everything used to be

46. breaking up with someone you love who still loves you..and later...wanting to go because you realized you've made a mistake..but then..he doesnt want you back

anymore..huhuhu...and then..just wen he realized he still loves you..you've moved on..and in someone else's arms...



soo..la lang.dammit.


facts about love

got this from ghe :)


ang shit nito :|

01. flashing your smile to someone you don't want to see
02. bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget

03. showing that you care

04. finding a way to mend a broken heart

05. learning that you've been used by someone you truly love

06. saying i love you when you mean it and when you don't

07. letting go of a person you've just learned to love

08. realizing that you love somebody you've just taken for granted

09. realizing that you love the person you've just broken up with

10. waiting for promises you know she or he will never keep

11. saying your love for someone who loves somebody else

12. reminiscing the good times you shared together

13. shielding your heart to love somebody

14. trying to hide what you really feel

15. having a commitment with someone that you know would not last

16. trying to hide the tears that voluntarily fall from your eyes

17. sharing the one you love with someone else

18. loving a person too much

19. giving up someone you never thought of giving up

20. falling in love for the first time

21. loving someone you haven't seen

22. having the right love at the wrong time

23. exerting effort to make the relationship last or work

24. not being appreciated when you know you've given your best

25. taking the risk to fall in love again

26. hiding your relationship from someone else

27. controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend

28. choosing between two persons whom you really love

29. finding out that you can never have the person you just let go of

30. seeing the person you love with someone else

31. learning that the person who claimed to have loved you so much never really cared

32. seeing the one you love fall for someone else

33. falling for your best friend and knowing that things can never be the same again

34. learning to trust after you have been betrayed

35. accepting that it was not meant to be

36. smiling when all you want to do is cry

37. falling and knowing that it can never be

38. not being able to love the person who truly cares for you

39. saying that you can never love a person the way he loves you

40. hearing that he can never love you the way that you love him

41. saying that you are over someone you still love

42. being friends again and learning to let go of each other because you both know it is better that way

43. convincing oneself that you are not in love when you know that you are

44. having to let go because you know that he deserves someone else

45. trying not to remember how perfect everything used to be

46. breaking up with someone you love who still loves you..and later...wanting to go because you realized you've made a mistake..but then..he doesnt want you back

anymore..huhuhu...and then..just wen he realized he still loves you..you've moved on..and in someone else's arms...


Monday, October 20, 2008

keeping up.

ok so this will be my 3rd or 4th? entry for the philien thing and i have to do around 5.

one thing to discribe what im feeling right now : suffucated.

yeah thats right. i really dont feel like myself lately for some reason. i dont know if it is because of my studies, my schedule or some other reason that is better left unsaid. gets?

i really need something so that ill be back again.i cant continue being like this. mygod..just a few more months then it will be third term already. then ill be fine again i hope.

so far the second term is the shitty-est term i had. i wish its over already :|

(i need a new environment )

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

how one goes through college

got from Paolo :)

Every New Semester:

After The First Week:

After The Second Week:

Before the Mid-Term Test:

During the Mid-Term Test:

After the Mid-Term Test:

Before the Final Exams:

Once You Get to Know the Final Exam Schedule:

7 Days Before the Final Exam:

6 Days Before the Final Exam:

5 Days Before the Final Exam:

4 Days Before the Final Exam:

3 Days Before the Final Exam:

2 Days Before the Final Exam:

1 Day Before the Final Exam:

The Night Before the Final Exam:

1 Hour Before the Final Exam:

During the Final Exam:

Once You Walk Out From the Examination Hall:

After the Final Exam, During the Holiday:


the wedding dance, its the LAMEST story.ever :|

http://www.seasite.niu.edu/Tagalog/Literature/Short%20Stories/Wedding%20Dance.htm

i swear. that short story by amador daguio is real shitty. i mean it tells a story that clearly show how insensitive guys can be.thanks so much for reminding us that. :|

see in this story the guy was sort of forced to wed another woman since his current wife cant give him a child. there was this unspoken rule in their tribe about each man having a need to have children so they can prove how manly they are.WTF.

what kind of rule is that??so there the man left his wife to wed a new one. get this: his ex wife was really one of the best woman they have in the tribe.almost best at anything.yet he left her for an UNSPOKEN law??taeh.

why wasnt anyone standing up for that injustice?!?!and the guy!mygod.is he a man or what?!even though he still like his ex wife he left her.asswhole. :|

and omg.when he like persuade his ex to go dance and celebrate in his wedding feast.SHIT!SAPAKIN nA! insensitive man.taeh.

this is the part that really..ugh.basta.get?

"Go out--go out and dance. If you really don't hate me for this separation, go out and dance. One of the men will see you dance well; he will like your dancing, he will marry you. Who knows but that, with him, you will be luckier than you were with me."
"I don't want any man," she said sharply. "I don't want any other man."

and why is that women are usually blamed when something bad happens? didnt they ever wondered if maybe the guy was the one barren not the girl?

also the guy said that if he couldnt bear a child from the second wife he'll go back to the first wife and then they'll die together.WTFH.selfish much??

___________________________

ok so sobrang affected ako dito.bahala ka. :|

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

bye bye Ms. JoCas

Hi Ms. Nichole :)

ok so they replaced our PHILIEN (Philippine literature in English) professor for some reason.yay for me since a lot of my friends who had ms Jocas the previous term keep on scaring me about her. :))

anyway. so ms Nichole was our teacher last term and the one who made us:
  1. ask someone out on a date. (omg.that was the first time i did speed dating :| :)) )
  2. do a dare (use the men's washroom)
  3. write an erotic essay. ( it's suppose to be really "kilabot" )
  4. write an essay on how to kiss.( step-by-step :| )
it was really fun and we did learn communication skills from her to the letter. :))

for this term she told us to write 5 blogs for our midterms (i think) using straight English.so there. at first i got really freaked out about this since i thought that she would require us a specific topic for the blogs like write an erotic blah blah which will be a little embarrassing to explain to those who will see it.
(she doesn't have a multiply account so the blogs will have to be for everyone :| )

anyway.thats all for my philien blog# 1

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

yikes

malapit na ang model united nations

MUNA

at wala pa akong alam. why??!why????!!

LETCHE.

at kasama pa ay mga graduating students ng ibang pamantasan (?)


sana diplomatic dinner na.

para masaya.sana.

sino mga tiga rizal??

this is what you call the song

ok.lam ko sobrang luma na toh.bat ba.pakielam mo. :))
current LSS

FM Static - Tonight -

I remember the times we spent together
On those drives
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And I used to feel like dreamin'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus
And how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad
Sometimes not having you here
I sing

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can't just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can't just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

Monday, September 15, 2008

tama

some
things
are
not worth

fighting for. . .




i QUIT

Monday, September 08, 2008

so ano mas maganda? :)

the modern mutual understanding:

  • you chill together
  • do things together
  • spend time with each other
  • and you laugh together
EXCEPT one thing:

COMMITMENT


then here's a modern relationship:

  • you chill together
  • do things together
  • spend time with each other
and after a time...


  • fight each other
  • shout at each other
  • hurt one another
  • cheat one another
  • stay committed.

EXCEPT one thing:

being HAPPY



so what's better?hindi ba halata. :))

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ok.so kanina naapektohan kami nina danya sa sinabi ni ms.jocas. so yun bumili kami ng yellow pad. :))


so far...wala pa ko nagugustuhan ng prof this term. meron kami prof na pervert, boring,scary,strict. me dont like them.i think. :)

Thursday, September 04, 2008

Friday, August 29, 2008

there's only "you" and "me" but not "us"

got this from danya galing ang.it is exactly what is happening now :|

ok.this term,magiging active na ko :D waah gusto ko mag SPO.parang masaya :D
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almost like a relationship, but not quite.bestfriends.fuck :|

It is a phase where the persons involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers.

Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala.

One or both of you may have admitted your feelings, possible din na hindi.

You just let your gestures do the talking for you.

Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari.but thats what i want! (spoiled brat voice)

Hindi kayo. Pero sa kilos niyo,sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo,

pero hindi.sana nga kami eh :(

This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for different reasons.


It can happen after a break-up. why didnt anyone warned me?

You still love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason. And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.
NOT TRUE.on my part..:(


It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong nakikiramdam.

Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag-seryoso kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna. Testing lang. fuck you



Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo may ka-relasyon na. Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag-break doon sa boy/girl, wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangangaliwa kasi "hindi naman kayo."
hindi pwede mang yari yun. hmf :\


This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun.

Lalo na kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng kalaro.

Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala talagang kasiguraduhan.

So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong set-up ganoong hindi naman sigurado kung may patutunguhan?


Iba't ibang dahilan.

Puwedeng for fun lang.

Puwedeng "buti na iyan kesa wala"

Meaning, habang wala pa yong the real thing, doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian.


For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think that pseudo-relationship is better than no relationship at all.

It would be fun, if all you're after is that "kilig" feeling.

But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship, the emotions were real.



And usually, in this kind of set up, merong malulugi..

"ung nainlove sa taong taken na.."


Una, you can't ask him/her to commit.

Since it's not really a relationship, you can't demand commitment from your partner.


Ano ba kayo? bestfriends putek


You will always be uncertain about your role in his/her life.

You can't expect him/her to be always there with you. he said he will be...

And if you feel jealous of the other boys/girls, you just have to keep it to yourself.

Ano ka ba niya para magselos?
[HOHMAYGAD.]



Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him/her?

You can't be sure if he/she feels the same way.

Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya.


Even if you are dying to tell him/her you love him/her, you can't. Because you're not sure if he/she will like it.

Baka mapahiya ka lang.


This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship.

Or if there is a relationship at all. (!!!)


Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much?

What if you have invested all your emotions and this man/woman hasn't?

What if you remain faithful to him/her, not entertaining other guys/gals, only to find out that he/she is seeing other girls/boys? [Tanginang puso yan]


Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationships, it is fleeting.

When a disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold,then that would be the end of it.


Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship.

Wala kang pinanghahawakan.

Kasi sa pseudo- relationship, there is no "us."



MERon LANG "you and me" but not "us"

Thursday, August 28, 2008

tapos na ang finals

bukas.

shetshet. kuhanan na ng course card!ugh.scary

ok.walang kwenta tong post na to.

wala ako magawa :|

ANO BA ANG MERON SA MGA PWESTO NA ITO?

JEM SAGOT! :))

ok.wala lang.dito lang kami tumambay kanina. :|gusto ko na mag third term :|