what does your name say about you?

*Delete the other person's whole name and repost this with the title "What does your name say about you?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen.

> A : You like to drink.
> B : You like people.
> C : You are really silly.
> D : You like to drink.
> E : Awesome in bed.
> F : You are dead sexy.
> G : You never let people tell you what to do.
> H : You have a very good personality and good looks.
> I : You really like to drink.
> J : People adore you.
> K : You're wild and crazy.
> L : Everyone loves you.
> M : Best kisser ever.
> N:You are great in bed.
> O : Easy to fall in love with.
> P : You are popular with all types of people.
> Q : You are a hypocrite.
> R : Awesome kisser.
> S : Fuckin' crazy.
> T : You're loyal to those you love.
> U : You really like to chill.
> V : You are not judgemental.
> W : You are very broad minded.
> X : You love sports.
> Y : Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
> Z : Always ready.
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> G : You never let people tell you what to do.
> E : Awesome in bed.
> D : You like to drink.
> E : Awesome in bed.
> L : Everyone loves you.
> Y : Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
> N:You are great in bed.

> N:You are great in bed.
> E : Awesome in bed.
> Y : Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
> R : Awesome kisser.
> A : You like to drink.

sooo...what does my name say about me? :))
ok.something wonderful will happen after 11 min. right? :D

boredom :|

omg.ang galing nito.really accurate

from:http://www.handwritingwizard.com/

Ged uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone (hindi namamansin moments :P).

The circumstances when Ged does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later (talaga.right mary? :)) ). She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Ged will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Ged is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Ged doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Ged is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.

Ged is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.

Ged has a desire for attention (mary tasha you know this.joke.haha ). People around Ged will notice this need. She may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on her own character.

Diplomacy is one of Ged's best attributes. She has the ability to say what others want to hear. She can have tact with others. She has the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone else (sometimes :P). Ged can disagree without being disagreeable.

In reference to Ged's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind (NCEE i have a very investigative mind "daw". yeahright.). She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Ged slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Ged can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Ged's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Ged that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Ged also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Ged is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Ged's self-concept is artificially low. Ged will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Ged to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Ged is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Ged is sarcastic (?). This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Ged has a temper (NOT TRUE.HMF. :\). She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her.

Ged is very self-sufficient (i hope :D). She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

Ged is selective when picking friends (uhh..hahaha...tasha?laboo..haha). She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.

Ged has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust (jehm see!im very trusting /:D). She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

its official...

im going to csb.

bye ust :)

tapos na talaga?

grabe.bukas na graduation. but still ang hirap pa rin tanggapin na aalis na ko dito sa assumption antipolo after 13 years.shit.i guess i should be glad na aalis na ako dito.meaning na nakatapos ako ng highschool.but still...:(

im so going to miss my friends.i still have doubts if ill be as close to them in college as i am in highschool.hai...

okay.so things ill miss in AA:

1. canteen food!

example:

• whenever the manangs scoop the fried egg pag may bibili ng breakfast meal, you'll see the oil dripping from the egg.wow. highblood : haha
• and also the fried chicken from the gradeschool caf, halos lasang arina lang. :)) dati sarap na sarap pa ko dun.i repeat.dati. im more knowledgeable(tama ba spelling?anyway) about food now.haha :P
• the waffle dog.OMG.last month ko lang na discover yun.:))
• the chilli for the siomai!wala lang :))
• yung pwede ka mag pabili sa iba since tamad ka.or sumingit nalang

2. manongs and manangs

• the way they always greet you and tell jokes.also they know your name.:)
• yung pag ikaw na yung last na bibili ng pasta or something.sobrang dami ng bibigay sayo na food.
• or yung pwede mag refill ng ice tea since hindi ka pa nag babayad

3. the teachers

• basta ang dami masasabi sa kanila. wait eto bigla ko lang naalala.

economics.ms lanzona.

may lesson tapos may biglang naamoy kami( IV-3 and ms lanzona)

ms. Lanzona:what's that smell?

class: ms its Spam.

ms. Lanzona: who's Pam?

(hahahaha.wala lang) :))

4. auditorium: tambayan.saya.:)

5. playground: sa may seesaw.tama ba? basta dun. emo moments with tasha and BM on lagi dun :))

6. recess sa classroom: every recess kinakain lagi is yung baon na lunch.hahha.and laging pagkain ng isa pagkain ng lahat. and sa floor lagi naka upo. :D

anyway.ayan lang muna isusulat ko.madami pa yan eh.kaso tamad na ko :)) kaya next time nalang.

also. i love you AA08!! and congratulations to everyone! i swear. ma mimiss tayo ng mga teachers sa pag alis natin.

wow..dami na nag quit sa batch natin.thinking hopeless tayo.watever.the best pa rin tayo. :D

ms tres ill miss you soooo much!!! <3>

nga pala.waah bakit ganun ang bilis.hindi ko namalayan na palapit na pala grad.and i keep on repeating kanina na tapos na?eto lang yun?hai....i thought there will be a huge...basta ewan.yung ill be enlightened or something.labo.haha.basta.parang bitin.aun.la alng.

ngayon

current condition: tired from swimming. :

okay so napansin ko na almost all my previous posts are a little..uhh...emo?ewan.basta parang sawing pagibig/puso/sarili. and i know that he has been checking my blog.(yeah.i know.tinitignan mo sa multiply ko yung name ng site) so ayaw ko naman na isipin niya na im not happy with him.kaya para maiba naman ay ill write about ano na nang yayari ngayon.and how thankful i am for...something.

eto:

one word: ECSTASY (tama ba spelling?)
aun.thats what im feeling now.not just because of him.but also because of everything.my parents,my friends,my cousins,my school(although sa thuesday o monday ko pa malalaman if talagang dapat ako magtuwa dun.waah) basta gets?
and eto pa.i just want to tell you that i really love you. talagang seryoso na ako dito.dont think that you dont "satisfy" me. that is so not true. forget the past.wala na yun. i know hirap na hirap ka na with my family and friends.but ano ba.kaw pa.kaya mo yan.im here to support you always. and i know that you're really doing your best :)

ok.so you might think that ang weird ko dahil dito ko pa linagay message ko. but tignan mo.im giving him the opportunity? or something.basta!ayaw ko magbigay pressure.pagnabasa mo na toh.you decide if you feel like discussing this thing with me now or mayamaya pa. basta. bahala ka.laboo...ok i dont know na what im talking about here na.bastaaa....mwaah....im happy.so much.

OMG.naiimagine ko ikaw.labo.ganto.:he said i love youshe said:i knowhe said:i know you know.

:) <3

yak.nagpapakilig sa sarili :))

...

i dont want him to leave me....please..dont...:(

mood:depressed

older

<-- Past

Present-->

ohmyfreakinggosh.tapos na legacy.meaning we seniors had finally left our legacy to our school.shit college..im so not ready..then in a few week it will be my 18th.ugh..not excited for that day.not because i dont want to be an adult( hey im a teen, im excited to go to wherever i want) but its because usually, when a girl turns 18 she would usually have a debut or a party(basta something different from her other birthdays).sadly for me nada party.ugh.for a very long time it has been kind of a ritual that whenever its my birthday i will have a big blowout or a party for my friends.but for this year i wont be celebrating.wow.different nga sa iba kong birthday.ill just study for the exams i guess..another shitty reason why i dont want to have my birthday is because i have a huge feeling that i wont be seeing him.ugh.hai...anyway..bahala na..i just wish hindi na mag bday ko.or better yet matapos na agad yung bday ko :

anyway..shit.i love this picture!!i call that manika.weh.haha.wala lang. :P

another thing na napansin ko is why is that pag tumatanda ako mas nagiging mukang bata ako?labooo...hahaha :))

homosexuals..:(

i got this from my friend. It's about homosexuals and their stand in the society.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had.

I wish they could adopt me.I am not one of the lucky ones.

I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

I am the man who fears that I will never be able to be myself, to be free of this secret because I won’t risk loosing my family and friends.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don’t believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to “teach me a lesson”

—IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG … REPOST THIS ON YOUR BLOG

our "story"

cow heres our story na :)

How a cow and a pig came to be

the past

it started on a review class wherein the enchanting pig attended to concentrate on her studies. so there the beautiful pig sat next to a smoking hot american dog.(wow its really hot in there!)haha. then suddenly a huge "kalbo" cow came barging in throught the doors!with him came all hells.its daaymn for the pig. then as usual he falls for the beauty of the pig and did everything he can so as to attract the pig. he even bought something from the 11/seven store just so he can say hi to her.(aww....admit it j.its true.haha) so there they were eating and taking classes together.added to that is that the cow actually took the seat of the smoking hot american bulldog just to be closer to the cutie pig!(aww...so sweet right?haha)

so blah blah blah.then whenever they go out the cow always drop something from his bag.shet.haha. so some of the things they did was eat in a pizza place with their classmates but humiwalay yung dalawa to a shorter and smaller table.weird.haha.then one of the things that gorgious pig (g.pig) remembers was when they took their mock exam and the kalbo cow(k.cow) make siksik to this small table then held her hand.(aww...:) ) another was when he gave her a pink beaded flower necklace which she loves with a band playing as a background music(cheese is love)haha. panira lang was when he needed to na kasi nandun na yung mom niya.hai...what a way of ruining the moment.:(

anyhoo...aun so that was the last day for the pig. but still they went out to watch a movie. there he introduce her to this hottie chicken and she fell for that chicken.for awhile. then cow became selos (so cute when he's like that.haha). there was that time that she had an opportunity to sit beside the hottie.sadly the cow blocked her way and she got stuck beside him.(kapal pa,sumandal pa siya talaga!tsk,) haha.

who would have thought that being a gago can be such a turn on?JOKE.can be so attractive i mean.haha

so there they were always talking to eachother but still.around this time they are still JUST FRIENDS.understood?

suddenly as they say: lalabas din ang iyong nakaraan. so there. a chinito bull from her pass came back and made her tripped into love with him. so for months they went out happily? and for month the cow and the pig fought with eachother.yet the pig still cant think of not having the cow around.she almost beg him.dammit.she NEVER begs.tae!!so there.there relationship that time is bestfriend-enemy relationship. the pig thought that she's happy with the bull. or was she really just making herself think that she's happy para walang pagsisisi?ewaan.

she really misses the old cow..really regreted her descision..hai...

there was also this one time that the cow actually escorted her to the bull during this one event.shet.soooo awkward.haha.

the pig being so confused with everything still went out with the cow...knowing its not right.yet cant help it.it seems that she's more excited whever she talks to the cow that with the bull. her friends says that she made a wrong descision..but what can she do? the choice was made..:(

there was also this owl telling her that the bull is an ass and she and the cow would be a much better pair :))

just before christmas the pig and bull seperated. there was still strain in her relationship with the cow. but still the two are still friends..

NOW

the two are finally together.as a couple. who would have thought that the two will be together after everything that happened? it took NINE FREAKING MONTHS for them..yet the cow stayed..never leaving the pig..

introductions to their own friends were made.and kisses and hugs were exchanged. yet there are still some legalities that needs to be overcome..how can a relationship last without the blessing of the mentors? but that is yet to come..these two creatures are patient beings(kinda) so never lose hope and they will survive every challenges that come to them.i hope.

and now as the pig is typing this she just realized that..OMG...ang tiyaga ni j...shit...

i wont be saying the end for this story since this is just the beginning...:)

some things that the g.pig remembers:

introduction to the friends, hanging out in starbucks, powerbooks,greenmountains

walking around shang and galle

MOVIE TIMES <3 haha

cow almost always falling of a balcony

falling ballpens

his first letter with a toy

him admitting his feelings

punching the ***** of the pig.ouch!dammit!haha

telebabad times..:)

looking up the stars in the mall <3

and so on.. :)

K. cow..if your reading this i want to let you know that i like you better with longger hair.haha.and i soo love you.mwaaah. and pangit ka pa rin.joke.hahaha.huuuug.:)

oh yeah..forgot to mention.the COW linoko yung Pig. not the otherway around.okay??haha

what happened in the past few days.

sooo...what happened was there is a psycho killer roaming around rizal raping women and cutting off their boobs !! eww...haha

then..J and i are officially....beep. haha.im so happy!:D <3

made a cake for j's bday.sadly nakalimutan ibigay so..aun binigay the cake the next day which is valentines.eww..parang ewan.haha

hai...i really want it to be legal na...i want our relationship to last...and i dont think it will if wala naman blessing yung parents...:'(

its valentines day!and omg. k sent me a message saying
K: "i love you"
me: "uhhh.."
K: "spread the love girl!its loves day!" (shit) :
so ako naman..
me: "ok.love you too!:))"
SHIT SABAW..HAHAHA

today:Saturday

i went out with my friends.but asar they're LATe.like im grounded pa so maaga ako kailangan umuwi.ugh

special thing that happened today is: J!yuck.tuwang tuwa eh.hahaha

he finally introduced me to his friends as his gf!and he to mine as my bf! daaaymn!!so HAPPY!!waaahh!!:D hahahha
im really glad that i got to know his friends. feel ko na tuloy na talagang kami na.hahaha
(i so love you J!!<3)>
then he gave me a stuffed piggies!!!cuties!!hahaa.mwaah!!
and we also watched a movie.the eye.uhh....kinda watched it i mean.hahaha ;)
i really love this day except for the fact that ang wrong timing ng pagka grounded ko.kung kelan J can spend until gabi thats when i need to go home early..hai..anyway. waahh!!he was so so so sweet earlier!!kahit sa harap ng friends niya hindi siya nahihiya na manging affectionate!mwaaah! and omg.i kissed him infront of my friends.daaymn.:D hahaha

thats all.

oh yeah.there's this babble queen going around multiply spreading gossip about our batch. all i have to say about it is: FUKC you!!!GAWIN MO NALang yan after ng graduation.baka lahat tayo hindi maka graduate!grr...

ok.bye. hahaha

happy :)

i so love and miss this...thing. hahaha mwaaahh!!huuug!!*bite* hahaha

for all the girls

Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one.
The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check your cellphone the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, "I only want to be your friend", one day, then listened to him say that he loves and misses you, and the next when he doesn't want to be anything at all. Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change.

We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, got crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him even for a while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us.
Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to SETTLE for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated.

Here's for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest everything, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again.

This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder "what if". This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, and cried during the entire conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn't mean it. This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with.

This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, and get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that "things were going too fast, I'm just not ready." or maybe, "You're just not the one for me." (Then maybe later on find out he has a damn girlfriend already.)Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again. This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so." The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, their beds, and their dreams again.
We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us when ever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that. Here's for the ones that FINALLY realized that he never gave one thought about them. Here's for the time that he took to waste, breaking your heart ... again.
This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment. Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better. This is for those confusing days, when you miss him,and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist.
Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass,sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt all over again. Remember the times you cried, and how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When your song comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door.
Think of all the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the HELL he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to.One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will.
It's gonna hurt like hell, and it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal.

new year

hai....whats wrong with me lately?lately parang lagi nalang ako depressed..basta ang labo ng mood ko..hai..why is it na this year i dont feel anything regarding the break...am i getting too old for this kind of celebrations?ewan.
i would just be glad to get this year over with :

current mood: Confuse...and feeling down :(

soo....whose right?

ANG MGA BABAE TALAGA OO by redrope

*grabe. usapang lalake* *sindi ng yosi*
*hithit* *buga* Musta na, pare? Ako, okay lang. Eto. Nagmumuni-muni. Nag-iisip. Minsan talaga may mga bagay na hindi ko maintindihan. Ewan ko ba. *hinga ng malalim* Bakit ba ganun pare, ilang beses ko na pinag-aralan pero lagi na lang lumalabas na parang kahit 'sang anggulo mo tingnan, hindi nagiging patas para sa mga lalake ang ilang bagay pagdating sa pagmamahal. *tingin sa stars* Minsan naiisip ko,

alam kaya ng mga babae ang hirap ng lalake na gumawa ng first move para magtapat ng pagmamahal?

E yung hirap na dinadaanan sa panliligaw at pagsuyo sa mahal nya?

Ang feeling ng masaktan pag nabasted?

Malamang-lamang siguro, hindi ano. Wala naman yata silang alam sa mga paghihirap naten e. Ang alam lang ata nila e mamili, manakit, at magsaya. Tingin mo? *tingin sa malayo* Lagi naman ganun. Una pa lang,

lalake na ang naghihirap.

Hassle saten ang panliligaw pero bago pa yun, kung ano pang diskarte ang gagawin naten para masabi naten sa kanila na mahal natin sila. Alam kaya nila yun?

Mahirap magsabi na mahal mo na yung babae, diba?

Tapos liligawan pa naten. Patutunayan na mahal nga sila. Susuyuin to-the-max.Maghahatid sa bahay, tutulungan, sasabayan, palalamunin, pagtyatyagaan, lahat na. Kulang na lang e pagsilbihan mo nang walang sahod.

At ano ang kapalit?

Well, depende sa trip nila.

Oo tol, sa trip lang nila. Wala silang pake kesehodang mahal natin talaga sila. Basta ang alam nila, pag di nila tayo trip, isang malaking HINDE ang makukuha naten, kahit umiyak pa tayo ng dugo o lumuhod sa mga asing buu-buo. Para lang silang namimili ng damit na di man lang sinusukat bago ayawan.

Kaya kahit mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal natin, sorry tayo.

Hindi nila alam kung mahal mo sila. Kailangan mong maabot ang kanilang mga standards o uuwi ka lang na bad trip, iiling-iling, at minsan, luhaan. Wala tayong magagawa, marami silang alibi.
"Hindi pa 'ko ready eh..",
"Sorry pero I think we should just be friends..",
"Ha? Uhhmm..nagpapatawa ka ba? Hahahaha.."

"Better luck next time na lang muna, okay lang?",

"Give me a decade. Pag-iisipan ko muna..",

"Para lang kitang kapatid e..",

yaddah yaddah. Isang malaking pagsasaklob ng langit at lupa 'yon para saten. *kuha ng bote ng beer*

*lagok* *lunok* At hindi lang 'yon tol. Sa pre-relationship stage pa lang yon. Pag sinagot na nila tayo, satin pa rin ang hassle.


Tayo daw ang mga lalake kaya tayo ang hahawak ng relasyon. Tayo ang aayos kung may gulo; tayo ang dapat magpapakabait; tayo ang magtatyaga; tayo ang magiging devoted at faithful; tayo, tayo tayo.
Sila? Ummm? Teka, isipin ko. Ayun.

Sila ang magsasabi kung anong oras kayo dapat magmeet; sila ang magtetext ng mga mushy at kabalbalang texts; sila ang magdedemand sayo ng kung anu-ano; sila ang magbabawal; sila ang magsasabi kung kelan ka dapat mag-shave, kung kelan ka pwedeng tumawag sa bahay nila, kung kelan sila di dapat bad tripin dahil meron sila, at kung kelan ka korni.

Ewan. Ganun ata talaga. *kuha ng bote ng beer* *lagok* *lunok* Hindi pa yun tapos pare, dahil dapat tayo angbahala kung ano ang magiging takbo ng relasyon. Pag maganda, edi okay. Pag may problema, kasalanan naten. Haay buhay. Minsan talaga kung tutuusin sakit sila ng ulo. Kaya lang mahal naten kaya di na natin iniintindi yun. *hinga ng malalim* Pero alam mo tol,


feeling ko mas sincere pa tayo magmahal sa kanila. Alam mo yun, iba tayo magmahal e. Hindi lang parang laru-laro lang. Seryoso. At kung magmahal man tayo, lubus-lubusan. Mas mature. Hindi yung parang pambata lang gaya nila na kesyo magseselos-selos, iiyak-iyak, iina-inarte, dadradrama, at kung anu-ano pa. Hindi lang kababawan. Ka-mushyhan. Kababaihan. Iba tayo pag nagmahal.
*hinga ng malalim* *tingin sa malayo ulit* At ito pa ang pinakamasaklap. *singhot* Ang ending ng relasyon. Sa mga panahong 'to, either

sawa na sila,
hindi na tayo trip,
may nahanap na silang better saten,
o kaya they need f*cking space and time muna.

Bad trip no? Wala na naman tayong choice. Sila ang masusunod. At ano pa ang kasamang hassle don?Syempre wasak na ang imahe naten. Tayo ang lalabas na may kasalanan.Na playboy.
Na nagpapaiyak. *iiling* Tayo siyempre ang mga

antagonist at sila yung mga bidang inaapi at parang mga pusang iiyak-iyak.

Ang ending: mag-ooffer sila ng "friendship" kuno matapos tayong pagsawaan, lahat ng gifts naten nasa kanila, sawi tayo sa pag-ibig, "player" na ang image naten, at higit sa lahat, mag-iisip kung papaano ipagpapatuloy ang buhay. Maiiwan tayong tulala, mag-iisip kung saan nagkamali, mamomroblema sa pag-aadjust sa pagiging single, at di na naman makakatulog. Haay buhay. Ang hirap maging lalake. Lagi ka na lang naiiwan sa ere. Ano? Hindi ka na nagsalita? In-love ka no? Ako, kamusta? Eto.Yoyosi-yosi. Bubuntong-buntong hininga. Titingin-tingin sa bituin. Mumuni-muni. Lalagok-lagok ng alak.
Ang mga babae talaga, oo.
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ANG MGA LALAKE TALAGA, OO(tugon kay redrope)by xristel

Ano ba itong si redrope? Kaming mga babae na naman ang nakita. Lalake, agrabyado. Lalake, kinakawawa. Lalake, hindi maintindihan. Hmmp, parang masyado yatang nagisa ang mga kabaro ko. Tungkol sa pagiging patas sa ngalan ng pag-ibig, kami naman ang laging talo a, hindi kayo. Kami ang laging lugi, kami ang lagging nawawalan at iniiwan. Kapag ngumiti ka na ng konti, nag-ayos ng konti pagkakamalan ka nang malandi. Hindi pangseryosohang relasyon. Marinig lang nila na malakas kang mag! sa! lita, palengkera ka na. T.O. kagad sa kanila iyon. Mahilig silang tumingin sa mga babaeng sexy manamit, kulang nalang makita na kaluluwa. Pero kapag babaeng seryosohin at gustong ligawan dapat disente, dapat mala-anghel ang mukha, dapat mukhang inosente. Tapos kami pa raw ang mahilig mamili?


Parang baliktad yata? Ok, ayan nanliligaw na si lalake. Dapat pakipot ka para suyuin ka,para habulin ka pa lalo.

Kapag hindi ka naman nagpakipot "easy to get" naman ang tingin sa iyo.

Hindi ka na seseryosohin. Sino bang may sabing magpaalila kayo, di naman namin hawak ang buhay niyo. Natural lang na magtiis kayo, may gusto kayo sa amin eh. Kapag nakuha niyo na iyon wala na lahat ng mga paghihirap niyo, babaliktad na ang sitwasyon kami naman ang mamromroblema. Para lang kayong may gustong bilhin na bagay. Upang mabili ito kailangan munang magsakripisyo, magtipid, magtiis. Pag nabili na at mapagsawaan wala na, balewala na. Diyan ka na sa tabi-tabi. !

"Tawagan nalang kita pag trip ko o kaya'y pag may gusto akong ipagawa sa iyo."
Ano pa ba? E di sinagot mo na diba. Utang na loob pa natin yun. Dahil naghirap daw sila sa panliligaw dapat masuklian natin iyon ng higit pa. Sa umpisa kailangan malambing ka, maayos at laging magsisilbi sa kanya. Ayaw daw nilang humawak ng relasyon, pero kapag ikaw naman ang nagmando, aba, masasakal naman. Sasabihin pa sa iyo

"demanding" ka.
Meron ka pang maririnig na

"I think we need space"

at kung anu-ano pang ek-ek. Sino rin may sabing di dapat kami magpakabait, maging devoted at faithful? Kapag kami ang sumaway niyang mga iyan, iba na ang tingin sa amin.

Malandi na kami, haliparot, pakawala, makikay at kung anu-ano pang mga bansag ang itatawag sa amin

Kapag kayo gumawa noon, ok lang. Lalake kayo eh, macho kayo pag ginawa niyo yon. Kaya kami, walang magawa. Magpapakaburo atmagpapakamadre nalang. Kapag nagloko na kayo ano pa bang magagawa namin? Eh di iiyak nalang. Wala namang ibang magagawa eh. Tungkol naman sa tinatawag niyong pagdedemand namin. Hindi kami nagdedemand! Karapatan lang namin iyon. Karapatan namin na lambingin niyo kami, icheck at ipakita ! sa amin na mahal niyo kami. Hindi rin ibig sabihin na mas sincere kayo sa amin. Seryoso rin naman kami ah. At ang maturity wala yan sa edad. Mas maaga nga kaming magmature sa inyo. Ang isang 19 year old na lalake eh, isip 15 pa yun. It follows iyan sa lahat ng age group. Mas mataas pa nga kung minsan ang pagbawas ng level of maturity. Kayo na ang mag-math. Pati yung pag-iyak namin pinupuntirya niyo. Kesyo drama daw. Diba kapag umiyak ka nagbuhos ka ng emosyon diyan. Ano tingin niyo sa amin mga artista?! Alam niyo iyon?

Yun bang kulang nalang ay lumuha ka na ng dugo, pero hindi ka pa rin papansinin. Sasabihan ka pang tigilan na ang pagdradrama.


Hindi nila kami maiintindihan kapag nagseselos kami.Bakit naman kami magseselos kung wala kaming nakikita? Mas iba kaming magmahal. Mas masarap. Kapag natapos na ang lambingan, eh di siyempre iwanan blues na.Kami pa raw ang nagsawa, kami pa raw ang nagtritrip lang. Sino ba ang lumalayas kapag may nakita nang bago, sino ba ang mayabang, sino ba ang nagmamalaki? Kami ba? Kami ang walang choice. Kasi ang babae pag sinabing "break na tayo" lambingin lang iyan ng konti balikan blues na iyan.

Kapag ang lalake ang umayaw, pucha, bahala ka diyan. Kahit mag-tambling ka pa sa harap niya. Wa-epek. Umiyak ka ng bato.Wa-epek. Tsk, tsk, tsk. Tapos sila pa raw ang kawawa.
Post-break up, mahal pa ng babae si lalaki. Sasamantalahin ni lalaki. Magpapagawa ng kung anu-ano.

Naaalala ka lang kapag may kailangan sa iyo.

Kapag pumangit ka after the break up, magpapasalamat sila na iniwan ka nila. Kapag gumanda ka naman, ipagkakalat nila sa buong sangkatauhan na naging girlfriend ka niya. Sala sa init sala sa lamig talaga. Ano ba namang buhay to? Ang hirap ding maging babae ano. Kala nila laging sila nalang. Lagi rin kaming naiiwan sa ere. In-love din kami. Ang mga lalake talaga, oo. LOVE knows no reasons, love knows no lies, love defies all reasons, love has no eyes. But love is not blind -- LOVE sees, but it doesn't mind. - Ü

...

i found me a new bestfriend!maybe a real one at that....one can dream right? :)

but on a bad note..i lost myself someone i love...hai...maybe its Karma..or not..ewan..

is Karma real?hmm...

wow...nag christmas na yet i didnt feel it...to think that i was able to talk to him for the first time after a long period of silence...

actually when M** called..that's when i realized that it really was christmas...aside from talking to J that is..i really do miss talking to M...grabe...he kept his promise...and he did it earlier than was planned..*happy*

that's all...Fuck you Karma..:

shit...

i found this somewhere and it got me thinking...shit...am i a meantime girl??what the hell happened to me?...


MEANTIME GIRL
She’s the one you call when you’re bored because she makes you laugh. She’s the one you talk to when you’re feeling down because she’s willing to lend an ear and be a friend. She’s not the one you call when you need a date to your company’s Christmas party, or to go dancing with on a Saturday night. She’s the one you spend time with between girlfriends, before you find “The One”. You know, she’s the one who you keep around in the meantime. She’s not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you don’t look at her as a “real” woman, either. She’s not bitchy enough, moody enough, or sexy enough to be seen in that light. She’s too laid-back, too easily amused by the same things your male buddies are amused by. She’s too understanding, too comfortable - she doesn’t make you feel nervous or excited the way a “real” woman does. But she’s cool, and nice, and funny, and attractive enough that when you’re lonely or horny and need intimate female companionship, she’ll do just fine. You don’t have to wine and dine her because she knows the real you already, and you don’t have any facades to keep up, no pretenses to preserve. You’re not trying to get anything of substance out of her. She’s not easy, but you know that she cares about you and is attracted to you, and that she’ll give you the intimacy you need. And you know you don’t have to explain yourself or the situation, that she’ll be able to cope with the fact that this isn’t the beginning of a relationship or that there’s any possibility that you have any real romantic feelings for her.It won’t bother her that you’ll get up in the morning, put on your pants, say goodbye, and go on a date with the woman you’ve been mooning over for weeks who finally agreed to go out with you. She’ll settle for a goodbye hug and a promise to call her and tell her how the date went. She’s just so cool . . . why can’t all women be like that?! But deep down, if you really think about it (which you probably don’t because to you, the situation between the two of you isn’t important enough to merit any real thought), you know that it’s really not fair. You know that although she would never say it, it hurts her to know that despite all her good points and all the fun you two have, you don’t think she’s good enough to spend any real time with. Sure, it’s mostly her fault, because she doesn’t have to give in to your needs - she could play the hard-to-get bitch like the rest of them do, if she really wanted to. But you and she both know that she probably couldn’t pull it off. Maybe she’s too short, or a little overweight, or has a big birthmark on her forehead, or works at a factory. Whatever the reason, somehow life has given her a lot of really great qualities but has left out the ones that men want (or think they want) in a woman. So she remains forever the funny friend, the steadfast companion, the secret lover, and you go on searching for your goddess who will somehow be everything you ever wanted in a woman. She doesn’t captivate you with her beauty, or open doors with her smile. Mainly she blends in with the crowd. She’s safe. She doesn’t want to be the center of attention and turn the heads of everyone in the room. But she wants to turn someone’s head. She wants to be special to someone, too. We all do. She has feelings. She has a heart. In fact, she probably has a bigger and better heart than any woman you’ve ever known because she’s had a front-row seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and she likes you anyway. She obviously sees something worthwhile and redeeming in you because although you’ve given her nothing, absolutely no reason to still be around, she is. Anyway, yeah. I’m a Meantime Girl. Been one for him. For how long, I can’t remember. I don’t know the reason, really, and at this point I don’t even care. I just want to let every guy know who’s ever had the good fortune to have a Meantime Girl that we may be a lot of fun, but we cry, too. A lot. And someday we won’t be around. --- so....am i just a meantime girl for you??... :(

doubt..

starting to doubt and wonder...AGAIN.

weekend

WOW. okey.its official.they dont like him.ugh.watever.i like him.bahala sila.but..i guess..ewan nadadala nila ko sa opinion nila?hai...thats the reason why ayaw ko malaman nila kung ano nang yayari eh..hai...ANYWAY.ano ba nang yari?okey.first is dance practice. ang saya!!haha.tae...ang galing ah...talagang si **se** pa yung nangging partner ko.whatthehell??!is it a sign?!shet.hahaha.then.M** came!!daaymn!!yun nalang.DAYMN!!hahaha.tapos ok naman yung practice.i really missed those guys..hai..:) tapos.sumabay ako kina M**k papuntang LSGH.shet ang benta..kala ko marikina river yung river na yun.sinasabi ko pa na nakita ko yung kalabaw thingy tas yun pala pasig river pala yun.wala dun yung kalabaw.grr...hahhaha.then i realized that mukang cup noodles yung gym nila.hahaha.tapos.shet...hinatid ako ni M*** diretso kay J** so nang yari is si J** pa yung nag hatid sakin to K*** hai...and shet.ang dami nag dawn in sakin nung gabi na yun that is better na hindi sabihin.haha.tapos..takte!!K*** did something na sobrang na bwisit si J**!!tae...so hanggang ngayon im trying to comfort him..hai....but i m really glad that i get to see him.damn...i really missed him....(basta.alis kami next week!!yay!!)haha tapos....anyway.around 1 na ko nakauwi.but wait.ohyeah...na bwisit ako kay K*** kasi..basta...i know that he's just being a gentleman and a goodfriend...but ewan..na disapoint ako?wala lang...naisip ko lang na if si J** yung kasama ko that wouldnt have happened and talagang ma eenjoy ko yung night...sobra i was really tempted to call J** and to tell him na sama ako sa kanya...hai...anyway! sunday...practice ulit!! late na ko pumunta.okey naman.ang benta.ang labo namin sumayaw ni J*****.hahha.ang i have a new puppy!!!its a black labrador!!i love him!!!hahahah.yun lang.buhbye....mygosh....lapit na grad!!yeah!wait...kanina pala J** told me somethings that made me doubt my decision again...hai...so confuse....tapos halos hindi na kami nag uusap ng maayos ni K*** kasi busy...amf....i think i should just stick to someone like....what do you think?...basta.lapit na christmas!!yeah!!!

lapit na :)

daaymn!!!lapit na!!haha.im not sure why im so excited or something.basta gusto ko na mag weekend!!!hahahaha.things ill do sa weekend:

• soiree with ateneo
• LSGH christmas bazaar (yay!!lapit na!!!<3)
• Dance (for SADE) i really miss these guys!!!:'(

saturday yun. then for sunday naman dance practice ulit!yeah!!! lapit na christmas..am really feeling it.hahaha

ang mga pangyayari (tagalog eh)hahaha :)

okay.soo....first of. i just found out that J***y is a backstabbing-bitch. yeah thats right.ugh.and here i thought i met a new girl friend so watever :
wonder how i found out?well **r**e is the one who told me ALL about it.HA! well i'm not really certain about the side details.like why she said those things.but watever.the thing is she said those things about my friends.i wouldn't have cared that much if im the only one that she bashed.but noooo...dinamay pa niya mga kaibigan ko.so fuck you bitch.humanda ka.

(sorry nga pala for the language.im just so freaking pissed with everything and i don't know where to put all these heat!labo.anyway...)

sooo...another thing.m*n came to our fair!!yey!!!i really thought he was just kidding when he told me he would go to the fair.but ayun nga seryoso siya.YEY!!hahaha.i have no idea why i really like that guy.tae.suplado.watever.hahaha.also *e** was in our fair too!!<3>:)

then...ano pa...ah yeah!M is kinda nag rereklamo na bout J 's constant calling.shet...nakakahiya...my mom said americans are like that.but ano ba...cant she get a hint? she's not stupid naman ah..ata.basta.

and wala lang.bigala ako natuwa dito:
M:she asked me if we could hang-out before christmas.
G:so you agreed naman?
M:not really.i said ill try but busy eh.
G:ah...ok :)
M:but yun din yung sinabi ko sayo about dun sa fair niyo diba.so who knows..hahah (tae!!!!!)
G:ah.ok.
M:ewan.hahaha.basta yung percentage that ill not go out with her is 80% na hindi this december, and 70% na hindi any other month. dont know her eh.hahaha.lola's boy ako remember?sabi ni lola never talk to strangers.(yay!!!hahah lovit!!!hahah.and bumenta!:D)
G:ah...good.dapat makinig sa lola.hahahha(weh.hahaha).soo...if im the one who asked you to hang-out,ilan percent yung possibilities?hahaha
M:kung ikaw its 95% that ill agree.(yey!!kuya!!hahaha)but ikaw gagastos sa lahat.(tae.) hahahha
*wala lang.just loveit.sharing.labo.hahahha

then..omg...**m and i fought.amf!!!okay.so it was partly my fault.insensitive ako.but tangina!!kailangan ba niya insultuhin kami lagi?!?!shit!!i love him and care for him cause his my friend.but tae...may limit din ako...hai...i told him i think he's an ass.amf...i dont know if i should say sorry or something..but tangina...he's taking me for granted...im really trying to fix things up...but tae...why isnt he helping??!?!hai....so yun..i guess i should just wait for him to make the next move...tae...nawala na and everthing yung dignidad ko just so maayos yung friendship namin..yet parang wla pa rin sa kanya yun...hai...i really miss him...shit..but he has to learn a lesson...like how to treat a friend...amf...

another thing.LJ!!!hahaha!ayos na kami ulit!not like before na lagi kami nag uusap.but ayun okay na kami.hahaha.i miss you bestfriend butike!!!*huuuug!* hahaha

and yeah,today is our monthsary!wow...tagal na pala namin...galing hahah...i really love him...OMG...kala ko nung una ok ok lang...but tae.i fell.hahaha..anyways...i love you dear!!!hahaha.

wow haba ng entry na toh ah...astig...ginanahan din ako after a long time...ewan ko when ako next na gaganahan.bahala na..sige buhbye!!:D