hello weekend

things i did this weekend:
1. got stressed because of school (normal)
-it feels really good to accomplish those things.added bonus is the distraction.
2. got interested in a girl (bizaar)
- i am OVER highschool.and with that, over girls. but seriously, i dont think of her as a girl. O_O
3. really enjoyed the presence of my friends (happy)
- usually, i get tired of them, but for some reason, i really like being with them to the point that i go to school early and go home late just to be with them :)
4. help a friend/org (feeling high)
- made friends and got a free membership.hi pat :>
5. kissed my HS crush (exciting)
- didnt expect it to happen. not sure if i regret it. i just wish that the awkwardness will go away. kudos to the two of us mon
6. got over the ambassador (rush)
-ill kill your subject sir!i WILL ace it. mark my word :>
7. went swimming and slumber party in my 3rd house. (FUN)
- things went...wild.
8. appreciate my neighbors (thankful)
- THANK YOU.we didnt starve HAHA
9. got my heart broken by the same guy for the 3rd time (sorrow)
- 3rd time is the charm.it is the ender.no more weeping after him.time to GROW UP.MOVE ON. thank you for telling me the truth and setting me free :)
10. moving on (refreshed, although a little battered)
- time to grow up ged. you can do this :)

that's all :)

ohno

i'm falling.i think. shit.i'm dead. BAKIT?langya.why now? ohgod. ano gagawin ko? :|

na miss ko tong batang toh :) happy times

God 2

wow.nagparamdam ka nga. okay. i get it. shut thy mouth :|

i love you

God

uy grabe. kanina pa ko nag try na i-publish ung blog entry ko tas kanina pa hindi natutuloy.

1. nawalan ng connection

then type ulit same entry

2. nag shut down ung page

then type again same entry AND COPY

3. nag message friend ko,send ng link, i copied THAT link then look at it

then paste ko na dapat yung entry ko biglang lumabas ay yung link :|

grabe naman. talagang ayaw mo mapublish un. bakit? magagalit siya?too honest? masisira friendship namin? FINE. i trust in You. I love you.so tapos na. hindi ko na i-blog ulit yun. bow.

dear God, I love you. Love Ged

PS pag toh na publish agad ibig sabihin yun yung gusto mo gawin ko -> wag post yun :|

:(

alam mo yung heart broken?

sakit nun eh.

i know binabasa mo yung blogs ko.i know you.

remember your promise?don't forget that.please.

ahihihi

I think I like you. :>

shet. I'm dead :|

birthday

i'll turn 20 na tom. sheeeeet. ang tanda ko na. 20.wala nang -teen. wow. unlike my previous birthdays wala ako masyadong gana mag celebrate.ewan. bahala nalang ang mang yari.

new year's resolution still on.hindi pa nasisira.sad, but really proud of us for making it.

i love you God for letting me stay reach my 20th. :)

and i love you for giving me another taste of love.i hope :)

tangna

ok.fine.bahala ka.damn you.taeh

formspring.me

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/geddie

formspring.me

Cows or Pigs?

they complement each other. so i'll choose both

Ask me anything

formspring.me

Who is your significant other?

yung kalabaw na nakita ko dati

Ask me anything

new year

happy or sad?

2009 was a bad year. even though madami ako nakilala.

sabi niya after new year madami nang bawal. shit. i know its right.but still :|

bahala na.

ohyeah. i almost told him that

ohshit

babalik na bestfriend niya and i'm scared kung ano mangyayari. nung wala siya dito, yung time na nasa ibang country siya, i feel secured.wala siya dito eh. but now he told me uuwi na ulit si bestfriend and i feel threatened na baka in love pa rin siya dun and magiging sila na even if he told me na she's like a sister for him. i wish she would nt come back here. i dont like this feeling.

there's this new guy. and he keeps me distracted from thinking about the past. i think i really like him, although not like the other one who i really love. this one is like a HS crush,haha. i keep thinking about him.imagining things,what ifs. i think he likes me also, though not sure.or umaasa lang ako? hahaha. bastaaaaa. bumabalik nanaman ung kilig feeling na matagal ko na hindi na raramdam. :) i hope everything will be better :)

even if nasasaktan ako.and panandalian lang yung happy feeling na nararamdaman ko for the other one, gustong gusto ko pa rin siya nakikita.its torture. problem is, ako na lang ang may gusto sa ganun. nag move on na siya eh.

i'm excited for next week. classes will resume meaning i will get t see him.

you made my day last friday :>

i really should have removed it.tsss.sayang HAHAHA landi kidding =)))))

scared

im scared.he's over me.i cant feel anything from him.dont say goodbye.please.i still love you. youre still my kalabaw.

"kalabaw will always love baboy.you promised me."

its over

i still cant believe that we're over...its a surprise..i never expeced it..and i dont understand why it happened...we were so happy...i really tried my best to make this one work...i gave everything i can for you..yet its not enough. i short of begged you to be with me again...yet its not enough..i need an explanation why you did this to me..you said you love me..but you left me..you said you'll never leave me..but you did...i need you so much...i love you...you're the one who push me to do better..and now i dont have you anymore...i wanted so much for us to be legal yet you dont want that..you gave me every excuse that you can think of so that i would not get to meet your family..i should have seen the sign...but then you told me that you'll bring me to your place so that i will get to meet you family..you never did.you brought your friends there but you didnt bring me along...i love you so much...i dont know if i can trust you again...i expected so much from you even though you never did actually did anything for me.almost.i want you back.thats stupid.i know.ewan ko na kung ano mangyayari.im not even sure if i can face you again after this.

omg

patay ka

patay ako

patay tayo

dota vs gf

ok.when i saw this hindi ko alam kung matawa ako o mairita :))

*Ang DOTA nag-isa lang yan sa mundo, ang GF napakarami nyan.

*Ang GF iiwan ka. Si DOTA hindi.

*Masmura MagDOTA kesa GF.

*Si GF kadalasan nagagalit pag nagDODOTA ka.

*Si DOTA hindi nagagalit pag na kay GF.

*Si DOTA P20.00 lang masaya na. Si GF P200.00 baka di pa masaya.

*Pag nakakita ka ng ibang hero hindi nagagalit si DOTA. Pero pag nakakita ka ng ibang babae nagagalit si GF.

*Si GF pag iniwan mo mahirap makipagbalikan. Pero si DOTA pag iniwan mo handa pa din tanggapin ka.

*Pag nag brown out habang kasama si DOTA, malungkot. Pag nag brown out kasama si GF, sobrang saya!

*Si DOTA,di magtatagal magsasawa ka pero pag si GF baka mapangasawa mo pa

*Ang GF pwede kaung magyakapan. Ang DOTA di ka man lang mahawakan

*Si DOTA lage ka na lang minumura. Si GF minsan minsan ka lang murahin.

*Si DOTA pag wala ka sa mood ok lng sa kanya. si GF pag wala ka sa mood,away na.

*Si GF hindi sa lahat ng oras andyan. si DOTA laging andyan.

*Si DOTA nakakawala ng stress, si GF laging nagbibigay ng stress.

*Si DOTA isang click lng susunod na, si GF hinde.

*Ang worst problem sa DOTA kapag na-disconnect ka o nag-fatal error, Ang worst sa GF kapag sumablay ka, fatal error buhay niyo.

LOSER.

Who in the world is Pablo Banila?

By Bianca Consunji
Philippine Daily Inquirer

Last updated 20:36:00 10/31/2008

HE began as a series of mysterious avatars popping up on my Multiply viewing history. He didn’t bother me at first, because I was used to friendly strangers visiting my site. But when he began visiting on an almost daily basis—and under different usernames, although with the same avatar—I started to wonder who in the world was Pablo Banila.

Visits to his websites offered no clue. His avatar showed a creepy-looking guy with matted chin-length hair (think Severus Snape from Harry Potter) and a flashing sign that read, “Pablo Banila has a crush on you! That’s why he visited your website!”

That would have been almost flattering had I not already known that he had visited the websites of at least a hundred other people—all under different usernames and the same annoying avatar. He also has a dotcom, www.pablobanila.com, but it offers no clues, only rambling passages of text and close-up photos of himself.

People started complaining. “Please get a life, you pervert,” wrote one girl in her blog, after listing down his many usernames—pablobanila, ppaabblloobanila, rainbowinmycoffee, carrotperfume, laughingmankuze, edwardward, blackbetweenthestars, theblackbetweenthestars, etc. People left similar comments on that entry, saying, “OMG he viewed me too!” or “He views mine too, it’s so creepy!”

Others chimed in, “He views me every other day, more often than I check my own Multiply site,” while guys posted nervous comments like, “He checks me out too, and I’m a boy.”

So far, his visits to sites have been harmless (all he does is view homepages; he doesn’t leave comments), but creepy—there’s just no other word for it. Attempts to discover his identity have so far been futile. But identity aside, what everyone wants to know is, how does he find time to check out all those Multiply pages?

Is Pablo Banila actually a team of high school kids with nothing better to do?

Is Pablo Banila actually a group of college students doing a psychology research project for their thesis?

Is Pablo Banila a new Internet virus?

Is Pablo Banila actually just the government looking for suspected terrorists by combing through the pages of unsuspecting Multiply users?

Is Pablo Banila merely the victim of pranksters who are out to get him?

Or is Pablo Banila just really a sad person with no friends and nothing better to do?

In any case, Multiply users are waiting for an answer. But until then, Pablo Banila continues to stalk our websites—and our nightmares.

E-mail the author at biancaconsunji@yahoo.com

masayang araw na nang yari nung gabi.

kanina.labo. =))

atlast. my journey in sda is finish! weh. i swear. NEVER ako kukuha ng subjects sa SDA. ang hirap pumunta, umalis, sumakay ng elev dun.mygod. tas pag umulan stranded ka talaga :| laki pa ng chance mo mamatay. kung hindi sa mga jeep, dun naman sa construction site, o kaya sa mga pedicab, o kaya sa mga smokers, kung buhay ka pa rin pwede ka pa mamatay if nadulas ka dun sa sako sa may construction site dahil sa kaka ubo dahil sa mga smokers, nadapa ka sa gitna ng kalye.nadaanan ka ng jeep tas hindi ka naka iwas kasi may naka harang na pedi cab. patay.

anyway.ayun. tapos na yung MUNA sa sda. bukas balik taft na kami.yay. tapos kanina ang saya. around 70 something lang kami out of 100 ++ delegates. so yun. pumunta si secretary-general and nag tanong ng issues or soemthing na napunta sa : delegate of ____ the secretary-general ask who your crush is..blah blah.

tapos yung delegate of China (OPEC) sumali samin. nakakairita.galing mang bara. :)) Barbados part 2 daw siya according to the delegate of Monaco. :))

then halos puro recess lang kami kanina. tapos ammendments. then nung tapos na lahat. nag kantahan and sayawan sa SDA. yung delegate of thailand. OMG (ill post the vids later).

SAYA.

then i saw a friend kanina sa master siomai. nagpasama ko pumunta ng SM. saya biglaan. dumaan din kami sa bahay ng isa pang friendl.gulat naman siya. :)) dapat daanan din namin yung iba eh.kaso ubos na coins namin.so yun.
next time ulit ok?
ILY both! :D <3

so bukas diplomatic dinner na.shitl.wala pa ko dress.taeh. :|

events tom : akic with freeflowing drinks 150 lang
diplomatic dinner sa jumbo palace (?) basta sa cruise ship
tapos after party sa warehouse.

ayun!