different worlds

i saw it. i read it. and yes, everything will be better. it needs to be better. no more holding on to the past. move on na. time to grow up.

im still here in st.luke's looking after my dad. i want to thank you mohn, for being there for me. i love you. you're really my friend :) thank you for distracting me and making me laugh silly :) i owe you.

dear God, thank you for giving me the opportunity to experience love even though it didnt work out. thank you for saving my dad's life and giving him and us another chance. thank you for giving me another chance to find love :) thank you God for this life :) i love you Lord.

im scared

hi, my dad had a stroke earlier in the other house. magisa lang siya dun.wala siyang magawa. we wouldnt have known about that kung hindi pa sinabi ng manggagawa yung nang yari. he said he's okay. ayaw niya magpadala sa doctor or hospital. then nung papunta na ko sa school nag text mom ko, na stroke daw ulit dad ko and nahulog sa stairs. there are 30 steps in that stairs. and he fell. just after having a stroke.PUTA yan. now im here in greenhills waiting for them to arrive from taytay to Cardinal. i just hope that he'll be okay.okay.wait.sa saint luke's nalang pala.

i really want to text you, but you said happy messages only.so there.ganto ko nalang lalabas toh :(

hello weekend

things i did this weekend:
1. got stressed because of school (normal)
-it feels really good to accomplish those things.added bonus is the distraction.
2. got interested in a girl (bizaar)
- i am OVER highschool.and with that, over girls. but seriously, i dont think of her as a girl. O_O
3. really enjoyed the presence of my friends (happy)
- usually, i get tired of them, but for some reason, i really like being with them to the point that i go to school early and go home late just to be with them :)
4. help a friend/org (feeling high)
- made friends and got a free membership.hi pat :>
5. kissed my HS crush (exciting)
- didnt expect it to happen. not sure if i regret it. i just wish that the awkwardness will go away. kudos to the two of us mon
6. got over the ambassador (rush)
-ill kill your subject sir!i WILL ace it. mark my word :>
7. went swimming and slumber party in my 3rd house. (FUN)
- things went...wild.
8. appreciate my neighbors (thankful)
- THANK YOU.we didnt starve HAHA
9. got my heart broken by the same guy for the 3rd time (sorrow)
- 3rd time is the charm.it is the ender.no more weeping after him.time to GROW UP.MOVE ON. thank you for telling me the truth and setting me free :)
10. moving on (refreshed, although a little battered)
- time to grow up ged. you can do this :)

that's all :)

ohno

i'm falling.i think. shit.i'm dead. BAKIT?langya.why now? ohgod. ano gagawin ko? :|