im now given the chance to do some things that i wasn't able to do during highschool for some reason or another.
kaya ko toh.
simula ako by attending the mass. kanina ko lang natandaan kung gaano kasarap mag mass. at mag basa ng first reading.omg.kinabahan ako nun.first time ko.but after that, wow,ang gaang ng pakiramdam ko.
ok.its time to move on. i cant keep on being depressed always. thank you soooo much kina ving,sarah and juliet kanina. i really need you guys and you were there.even if alam niyo yun or no.basta! hahaha
sobrang ibang klase tong araw na toh. ngayong araw na toh naramdaman ko talaga ang pagiging part ng LF1Y.
kaninang ORDEV hindi dumating yung prof.so yun.gumawa kami ng sariling ORDEV lesson:moving on through bitterness. (yeeheeessss) :))
see my new album kung gusto niyo matutunan itong leksyon na toh. :))aun.
ok.so moving on. balik nanaman kami sa pagiging super bestfriends.( tama ate jem?) :)
tignan nalang kung ano mang yayari.haha
basta juliet.bagong buhay na!!! i swear.you guys just wait. :))
and with this bagong buhay.PUTEK! MAGIGING DL AKO DAMMIT.BAHALA KAYO! :)) (sana) :))
Jeehm i found this song kanina. i guess this sums up everything i have to say to you :) [Chorus] Baby I love you and i'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we make can never be erase And i promise you that you will never be replaced Baby I love you and I'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we make can never be erase And i promise you that you will never be replaced I love you yes i do I'll be with you as long as you want me too Until the end of time
From the day I met you I know we've be together And now I know I wanna be with you forever I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses I can say i'm truly happy to the same You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate There's never been no doubt in my mind That i'll regret ever having you by my side But if the day come that i'll have to let you go I think that something I should probadly let you know With everything that i spent with you Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all
[Repeat Chorus]
I feel for you yes i do I'll be with you as long as you want me to Until the end of time
pahabol: pakyou jehm!!kelan mo ako dadalin sa Luneta??taeh.hindi pa ko nakakapunta dun.
AND yung candy cane and Dairy Queen cake ko??gusto ko ung cookies and cream! :))
( guys pag nakita niyo siya remind him of that ok? )
college na.that means new life, new experience and new expectations. one must make adjustments in order to live and stay happy.but who made these rules?bakit kailangan mag bago?..
Last Friday.
that was the happiest and saddest day of my life so far here in college. it was the frosh night.giving of certificates.kasama ko LMO family ko and my blockmates.still someone's missing.he was there.i keep on seeing him.but as it is hindi ko siya kasama.
i know when to back off
shet.for the first time talagang nagbreakdown ako.putek.thank you lmo for being there.lalo na kina juliet,machete,kuya jerome(see!alam ko name mo),and kay Sam Milby. thank you talaga.pati na din kay athena na bumili nung mcfries
i dont know what to do na ngayon.should we give it a second chance or is it really hopeless na? sabi ni kuya jerome after ano yun?5 days ata ok na...sana nga...
bakit ganun.is it just a phase or something?bakit parang every after five months biglang naghihiwalay na..just like before...is it karma?
i swore to myself that this time will be different.this one will really mean something. hai...ewan ko na.
"the effort should go both ways, else it will be just like one paying for an arm candy"
maybe sir ordev was right.maybe there is NO true love around our age. maybe this light feeling resulting from someone's care for us is making us tanga enough to think that it is love but in reality it's just the feeling of security.
but what if you dont feel that light feeling right now? does it mean that you dont feel cared for na? or does it mean that hindi ka na nagpapaka tanga?
i dont know why i am so pissed of right now.why i have to write this blog.
maybe i just want to make a parinig to an insensitive someone to show some effort that he still care.